bua mera hath pakad kar maa ke samne le gai. maa ka chahra sharam se laal padne laga tha. mai achhe se dekh sakta tha. maa ki halat jaan sakta tha.
bua- rohit teri maa bhi mere jaise tere liye tadapne lagi thi. kuch din pahle tujhe peeta tha isne. tune ise apne baba ke sath dekha tha. tu ye sahn nahi kar paayi. aur tujhe peet dala tha. par fir badalte samay ke sath ye bhi mere jaise tere liye pagal hone lagi. dekh rohit, teri maa kitni tadap rahi ha tere pyar ke liye. mere jaise apni maa ko bhi pyar de rohit. ye pagli khud se kabhi aage nahi badhegi. aise hi andar hi andar tadapti rahegi. machalti rahegi. de de rohit apni maa ko mere jaisa pyar. bana le apni maa ko bhi apni tan se bhi aur mann se bhi. bete to tu ha hi iska. mera premi ban chuka ha to maa ka premi bhi ban ja. badal de apni maa ki zindagi. mita de apni maa ke sharir ki aur aatma ki piyas. puri karde apni maa ki adhuri ichha.. warna teri maa jeete ji mar jayegi
bua ki baton par maa kanp bhi uthi aur sisakne bhi lagi. maa ka jhuka sar aur bhi jhuk gaya. maa ke mann me mere liye kya ha. wo mai bhi jaan chuka tha. bua ki baton ne raha saha doubt bhi khatam kar dia..
bua- dekh kya rha ha rohit aage badh. apna le apni maa ko.door karke uske dil ke dard ko. nihaal kar de apne pyar se apni maa ko. jaise tune mujhe nihaal kiya ha. sach me tera pyar aprampaar ha rohit. tera pyar pakar main dhany ho gai hon. ab teri maa rahti ha. bhar de apni maa ki jholi bhi khushiyon se.. dekh kaise khamoshi se apne mann ki ichha bata rahi ha tujhe. ise aapatti hoti to cheekh padti. aur tujhe peet kar kamre se nikal deti. ye tyar ha rohit. par kabhi apne moh se nahi bolegi. main iski rag rag pahnchanti hon.
main bua se kuch nahi bola aur niche beth kar apna sar maa ke ghutno par rakh dia.
rohit- maa bua jo bhi kah rahi ha. bua na bhi kahti to bhi mai sab samjh pa raha tha. maa sharir kya ha. ek maa ka sharir to ek beta paida hote hi chhu lagta ha. maa ke sharir se uski khurak judi hui hoti ha maa. maa apke vaksho pr salon tak mera adhikar raha ha. ab bhi ha, aur mai chaho to apna adhikar prapt kar sakta hon. par ab mai jawan ho gaya hon. jhijhak aane lagi ha hamare beech. maa jaise mere chhote hote hue aapko mujhse kabhi sharam nahi. apne vaksho se mujhe doodh pilati aai thi. mujhe doodh pila kar khud par garv mahsus kiya karti thi. aaj samay badal gaya ha. mera adhikar badal gaya ha. par mann ki chah na mere andar se gai ha aur na hi aapke andar se. chah to aur bhi badh gai ha maa. maa pahle mai socha karta tha. jab mai gaon ki mahilaon se gande sambandh bana kar aapke aur bua ke baare me socha karta tha. to sach kahun to hawas bhari nazron se dekha karta tha. par baad me maine khud ko andar se tatola to pata chala. ek beta kabhi apni maa ko hawas ki nigah se dekh hi nahi sakta. sharir ki chah bhi hoi to mann me aarzo pahle jagi maa. aur wahi aarzu to aapke mann me bhi jag chuki ha maa. maa ye hamari hawas nahi ha. pyar ha maa. pyar ki wo inteha ha maa. jo kam hi kisi ke bhagy me likhi jati ha maa. maa chinta na karen. aapka beta, aapka apna rohit kabhi kuch aisa nahi karega jisse aapna mann rukhi ho ya fir aaapka dil aur aatma ghayal ho. aapki sabhi ichhayen puri karega aapka beta maa. aur aise puri karegi. sharam to rahegi aapme, hamare beech. par koi dukh ya khalish nahi rahegi. maa mai aapko wo pyar dunga. jiski koi kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta hoga. sach kahta hon maa. maa aap dunya ki sabse sundr maa ha. sorry maa jo aapko mere kaaran tadapna pada maa. maa maine aapse wada kiya tha na. mai kuch bhi aisa nahi karunga, jisse hum ek dusre ki nazron me dekhne se jayenge. maa ankhen utha kar apne rohit ko dekho maa. bhale hi hamare dilon me sharirik prem milan ki ichha palne lagi. fir bhi maa hamari ankhon me ek dusre ke liye jhijhak nahi ani chahiye.
meri ankhen nam hone lagi thi. maa ke sharir ki garmi jo kal se badhi hui thi. wo meri baaton se, meri pyar ki thandak se sard padne lagi. mai maa ki ankhon me dekhne laga. maa bhi pahle wali stithi se khud ko bahar nikalti meri ankhon me dekhne lagi. pahle jo maa duvidha me thi, sharam me thi, jhijhak me thi, aag me jal rahi thi. kaise bhi karke har hadh se guzar jane ko betab thil. par khul kar kuch kah nahi pa rahi thi. ab kuch bhi waise maa ki ankhon me nahi tha.
bua khadi hairat se mujhe aur maa ko dekh rahi thi.
maa sisak padi- uth kar beth rohit aur mere seene se lag jaa. tu sada meri aaghosh me rahe. isse badhkar ichha meri koi bhi nahi ho sakti.. bhale hi pahle ek beti ki ichha thi. par vaishali ke jaise tere dusre pyar ki ichha mere dil me palne lagi. par ye wali ichha har ichha se badhkar ha rohit. mere seene se lag kar mere dil ko aur bhi thanda kar de.. de de mujhe wo sukun jo hamesha se tujhe apne seene se laga kar mujhe mila karta tha.
mai uth kar maa ke barabar beth gaya.. maa sisakti hui mujhe apni aaghosh me bhench gai.. mera chahra meri gardan chumne lagi
maa- sahi kaha tumne rohit. tujhse mujhe shram nahi karni chahiye. sahi kaha tumne mere vaksho par tera barson adhikar raha ha. mai pagli sharam se pani pani hui ja rahi thi. apne hi bete se nazren milane se katra rahi thi. kitni bewaquf hon mai. tere jaise bete ko pa kar bhi mai darr jaya karti hon. jhijhak jaya karti hon. tera koi bhi pyar mere liye to anmol hoga.
maa aur meri ankhon me ansu the. bua ki ankhon me bhi ansu utar aaye the. bua pallu se apne ansu saaf karne lagi.
rohit- maa sachhe pyar karne walun ki zindagi me jab bhi badlav aaya karte han. bhagwan ki marzi se aaya karte han.
maa- haan rohit.. tu sahi kah raha ha. pahle maine dhayan se teri ankhon me nahi dekha tha. dekhti to jaan leti. tu sach me mujhse pyar karta ha. tan ka sukh to insan ke dunya me aate hi uske sath jud jata ha. par asli sukh mann ka hua karta ha. jaise tan ke sukh ke bina nai raha ja sakta. aise hi mann ke sukh ke bina nahi raha ja sakta. mujhe khushi ha, jo tu vaishali ke sath itna khul kar khud ko badal gaya. tujhe asli pyar aur hawas me antar samjh aaya. mai ye bhi bhul gai thi, tu khud se apna sab kuch batane ja raha tha. mujhe bhi aur vaishali ko bhi. fir tumne jo kaha, ab kabhi kisi bahar wali ke sath kuch bhi ganda nahi karega. tune wo bhi sach sabat kar dikhaya. teri kis kis baat par mai garv karun rohit beta. tere jaisa beta kam hi bhagwan kisi ko diya karta ha. main dhany ho gai tujhe apni kokh se janam de kar.
maa mujhe apni aaghosh me bhare sisakti hui mujhe chum rahi thi. is samay hum maa beta the. aur ek maa apne bete par apni mamta nichhawar kar rahi thi. mai bhi ek beta bana maa ko pyar dene laga. maa ka dard jaan kar meri ankhen bhar aai thi. ab maa ki mamta paayi to ankhon se garm pani ka bahna aur bhi badh gaya. ek bete ko maa ki mamta se badhkar chahiye bhi kya tha.
