Jab m ghar gya didi abhi aayi nhi thi pr aaj mujhe school m mere pre – board di exams ki datesheet mili thi
Socha to m ik baar didi se baat kr ke dekhta hoon
M or mom hi the ghar pr m aapne room m tha didi abhi aayi nhi thi didi ne to tuition bhi dena band kr diya tha m room m beth tha socha ese beth ke to dimag kharab hoga thorda pad leta hoon. Main abhi betha hi tha padne mera door knock hua
Yeh mom thi
Mom: beta kya kr raha hai
Me : mom pad raha hoon
Or maine ja kr door khola to mom ready thi
Me : kahi ja rahe ho
Mom : vo aaj kitty hai to vahi ja rahi hoon raat tak aa jaungi or didi ko maine bol diya hai khana banane ke liye
Me : theek hai mom
Maine soch raha tha kismat bhi sath de rahi hai didi se milane ke liye ab to mujhe baat krni hi hai didi se
Jab mom chali gyi m padne lag gya
Esa nhi tha ki mujhe khana banana nhi aata tha pr mujhe didi se baat krni thi kisi bhi halat main didi ese to baat nhi krti shayad is bahane baat kr le kareeb 7 bje to m naha dho kr betha hua tha or didi abhi tak nhi aayi thi mujhe chinta ho rahi thi
Ab m living room m aa chuka tha m betha movie dekhne lag gya meri baar baar nazar main door par ja rahi thi didi nhi aa rahi thi ik ghanta beet chuka tha ab mujhe chinta ho rahi thi mera mann to kr raha tha ki didi ko call kr loon pr jis tarah kỉ situation chal rahi thi mujhe nhi lagta ki mera phn krna theek rahega .
Main call krne hi wala tha ki door bell baji.
Pehle to m khush ho gya ki didi aa gyi tabhi dusre pall mere dimag m aaya ki didi kabhi door bell nhi krti vo sidha andar aa jati hai
Mere mann m nirasha aane lagi thi pr ik hope thi shayad didi ho maine door ke pass gya or khola
Vo hota hai na jab aap kisi se bahut jada umeed laga lete ho to vo cheej hoti nhi
Vo food delivery wala tha main bilkul hi hatash ho gya tha main khana le kr andar aaya to mere phone ki ring baji
Mom ka phone tha
Maine uthaya
Mom : haan beta khana aa gya
Me : haan mom
Mom : vo didi ka phone aaya tha uski meeting chal rahi hai vo bhi late aayegi to maine tumare liye khana order kr diya
Me : hmmn
Nirash tha m khud ki expectation khud hi tut jati hai
Maine phn cut kr diya or khana kitchen m rakh kr upar chhat pr chala gya upar ja kr m boundary wall ke sahare niche beth gya
Mera rona nikal raha tha
Yeh jo bhi ho raha tha meri galatiyo ka hi nateeja tha
Meri chahton ne meri rooh mujh se alag kr di thi
Tabhi badal garajne ki aawaz aayi
Raat ka waqt tha door badloon ke bich se bijli gir rahi thi halaki yeh drishya gajab ka tha drawna bhi pr mujhe usme sirf barasne ke ilawa kuch nhi dikh raha tha maine sir niche kr liya or vahi betha raha barish bahut tej ho rahi thi jese aasman bhi ro raha tha do dil jo tute the
Tabhi mere kaano m horn ki aawaz aayi maine dhayan nhi diya ik or baar jab horn bja mera dhayan mujh se tuta or m niche dekhne lag gya
Yeh didi thi m jaldi se niche gya or gate khola m pura bheega hua tha or jese hi maine darwaza khola mujhe chhik aane lag gyi
Lagatar m chhik raha tha didi andar aayi m bulana chah raha tha didi ko pr didi mujh se baat kiye bager ghar ke andar gyi or sidha aapne room m chali gyi
Mujhe kisi bhi halat m didi se baat krni thi
Main bhi didi ke piche gya or unke room ka darwaza khatkhatane laga
Me : didi darwaza kholo
: didi please
: mujhe baat krni hai
: didi darwaza kholo
: please didi mujhse baat kro
: mujh se baat kro mujhse aapki chupi nhi dekhi ja rahi
: didi please
Main baar baar knock kr raha tha didi ka koi jawab nhi aa raha tha
Takreeban 5 min baad didi ne darwaza kholo or zor se mere muh pr thapad mar diya
Didi : aaj ke baad mujhe bulane ki zaroorat nhi hai. Teri himmat kese hui baar baar kyu tang kr raha hai chod ne mujhe meri halat m
Didi ki nazron m aag dekh ke m dar gya tha pr waha pr khada raha
Me : didi please esa mat kro
Or m phir se chhikne lag gya
Didi : dafa ho ja yaha se or didi ne door band kr liya
M bheega hua tha thandi hawa chal rahi thi or windows khuli thi mujhe thand lag rahi thi m aapne room m wapis aaya or change kiye kapde phir m bed pr beth gya mujhe thand lag rahi thi na maine khana khaya tha or na hi mera mann tha m thordi der bed pr betha phn dekhne lag gya mujhe neend nhi aa rahi thi m niche chala gya
Jab m neeche gya maine dekha didi chai bana rahi thi adrak wali chai m beth kr tv on kr liya
Halaki dhayan to didi ki taraf hi tha. Pr didi mujhe bilkul nhi dekh rahi thi didi ne chai banai or do cup m dal kr ik cup mere pass table pr rakh diya or aapna cup le kr aapne room m chali gyi
M thorda shock hua or didi ko jate hue dekhne laga
Maine socha agar didi ko meri parwa na hoti to vo esa nhi krti
Didi naraz zaroor thi pr fikar to thi na meri
Isi baat ne mere andar thordi himat dali jo bilkul tut gyi thi vo ab jud rahi thi ik hope thi ki didi ko pa leta pr yeh rasta aasan nhi hone wala tha
Main tv m dekh raha tha pr mera dhyan didi ko manane pr jada tha
Raat ke 1 vj rahe the Tabhi door bell baji m bahr gya to ik aunty thi saath m mom thi
Mom ne drink ki hui thi or unse chala bhi nhi ja raha tha
Mom aaj kal bahut jada drink krne lagi thi halaki mera dhayn is baat pr nhi tha or main mom ko sambhalne laga shrishti aunty ne mom ko ik taraf se pakda hua tha ik taraf se maine hum dono mom ko room m le kr gye or shrishti aunty bahr aa gyi or mujhese kehne lagi
Shrishti : beta koi baat nhi aaj kuch jada pee li thi hum to rok rahe the pr
Me : koi baat nhi aunty chalta hai kabhi kabhi
Aunty bethiye m chai le kr aata hoon.
Shrishti : nhi beta phir kabhi aaungi tum khayal rakhna
Me : jesa aapko theek lage
Aunty ghar se bahr nikli or gadi m beth gyi
Shrishti : beta pta nhi mujhe yeh baat krni chahiye ya nhi pr tujhse raha nhi ja raha
Tumari mom thordi tnsn m thi jab vo aayi thi
Me : (thorda confuse hote ) theek hai aunty m dekh lunga thank you mujhe batane ke liye
Shrishti : are koi baat nhi tum family ho aana kabhi ghar baate krenge
Me : theek hai aunty
Or aunty waha se chali gyi
M vapis aaya or mom ke room m chala gya mom ko dekhne mom thordi bheegi hui thi or kamp rahi thi
M mom ke pass gya or mom ke shoes utar diye
Kapde geele the to maine mom ko blanket oda or uke kapde nikalne laga
Agar yeh baat ik hafte pehle hui hoti to shayad main mom ko nude bhi krta or maze bhi leta kyuki kuch to tha jo mere or mom ke beech chal raha tha phir maine unke kapde nikal diye or towel se saaf kiya bina kuch dekhe or unke upar razai de di main mom ke pass gya or sir par hath rakh kr
Me : mom pta ni aapko kiss baat ki chinta hai pr i promise aapki har chinta m door kr dunga or fore head pr kiss kr ke vapis aa gya
Main apne room m vapis aaya or so gya subha utha to fresh ho ke niche gya mom kitchen m thi or gum sum ai sabji bna rahi thi
Me : good morning mom
Mom : (hosh m aate hue ) good morning mere bache
Me : aaj to subha subha kya hua jaldi uth gye
Mom : haan vo neend khul gyi thi
Me : mom us din party ki thi to 10 vje uthe the aaj kese
Mom : bs yuhi bata na
Maine mom ka hath pakda or apni taraf ghumaya
Me : mom sach sach batao kya baat hai kis baat se pareshan ho
Mom : (mere sir par hath marte hue ) budhhu kuch nhi hua ja ja kr ready ho ja
Haan or tumne raat m khana kyu nhi khya
Me : mom vo bhukh nhi thi
Tabhi didi kitchen m aayi or paani peene lagi
Mom : raat m kab aayi thi diksha
Didi: aa gyi thi 10 vje
Mom : dekho na isne khana hi nhi khaya ese hi pada hua hai
Didi kuch nhi boli or vapis upar chali gyi
Mom meri taraf dekhne lagi or isharo m puchne lagi kya hua
Maine bhi ishara kiya kya pta
Or m aapne room m aa gya or change kiye
Thordi der baad niche aaya or dining table pr beth gya didi bhi wahi bethi thi mom brkfst le kr aayi or table pr rakh diya didi ne 2-3 bite li or table se uth gyi humare beech koi baat nhi ho rahi thi
Didi : mom m ja rahi hoon
Mom : theek hai dhayn se jana
Or mom vapis aa gyi mere se aa kr puchne lagi
Mom : beta kya chal raha hai tum dono ka
Main ghabra gya
Me : kuch nhi mom
Mom : dekh beta ese naraz nhi hote hum ik family hai tumne diksha se baat krni padegi
Me : mom m try kr raha hoon pr vo nhi sun rahi na
Mom : beta phir tumne kiya kya
Me : chup ho gya
Mom : beta dekh m chahti hoon atleast tum dono to na jhagdo
Me : (maine mom ka hath pakda or ) mom aap chinta mat kro m dekhta hoon kuch
Phir maine apni bike nikali or school chala gya
Jab m vapis ghar aaya to didi ko call krne ki sochi subha jab m mom se baat kr raha tha vo bahut pareshan lag rahi thi mom pehle se pareshan thi or ab yeh baat or preshan kr rahi thi
Mujhe didi se baat krni hi padegi nhi preshani to mom ko pehle hi km nhi yehi soch kr maine didi ko phn lagaya
Didi ka phn nhi lag raha th
Mujhe laga shayad didi ka phn band ho gya hoga or m niche aa gya or mom ne khana lagaya kareeb adha ghanta beet chuka tha main vapis aapne room m aaya to call ki didi ka phn band aa raha tha ik ghante baad phir try kiya didi ka phn ab bhi band aa raha tha maine socha mom ko bta doon pr phir socha mom pehle hi tnsn le rahi hai phir maine kadi baar try kiya pr didi ka phn nhi lag raha tha
Ab mujhse raha nhi gya mujhe bhi didi ki chinta ho rahi thi. M mom ke pass gya or pucha mom didi kaha hai
Mom : school m hi hogi kyu kya hua
Me : kuch nhi mom m phn try kr raha tha but switch off hai
Mom : achha koi baat nhi thordi der baad kr lena try
Maine chup rehne m hi bhalai samjhi
Or kareeb adhe ghante baad phir try kiya
Phn nhi laga
Maine chinta ke maare ghar ke bahr garden m edhar udhr tehlne laga
Maine bahut chinta ho rahi thi didi kabhi nhi aapna phn itni der band nhi rakhti thi maine mom ko phir bataya
Me : mom didi ka phn ab bhi nhi lag raha hai
Beta chinta mat kr aa jayegi
8 vj chuke the didi abhi tak ghar nhi aayi thi ab mere patience jawab de rahe the mujh se raha nhi ja raha tha bahut fikr ho rahi thi mujhe to pta didi ka kya chal raha tha is vajah se meri fikr bad rahi thi ab to mom ko bhi chinta hone lagi thi
