Update 30
Kuchh der tak main awaak bas use hi niharta raha , uski badi badi kali ankhe dabdabai hui thi ,
“kaisi ajib bat hai abhi to ye chand mujhe tumhari ankhe lag rahi hi aur ab tum samne khadi ho “
Main bilkul sammohit sa use dekh raha tha wo mere paas aayi aur usne mere galo ko halke se sahlaya ..
“main tumhare samne hi hu “
Uske sparsh ne jaise mujhe hosh me la diya tha , main thoda hadbadaya ..
“tum .. tum yanha ?? tum yanha kya kar rahi ho ???”
Meri hadbadahat dekh kar wo hans padi , aur main jo abhi use sammohit sa dekh raha tha wo ab buri tarah se ashchary se bhar chuka tha …
“pahle tum batao ki tum yanha kya kar rahe ho ??”
Wo bas muskurate hue boli
“ main to … main to us shikari baba se milne aaya hu jo mujhe is hawas ki bimari se nijaat dila sake ..”
“achcha lekin ye hawas ki bimari tumhe takat bhi to deti hai “
“takat ka kya achar dalna hai , jab isne mujhe tumse dur kar diya .. mujhe aisi koi takat nahi chahiye jo mujhe tumse dur kar de ..”
Wo bade hi pyar se mujhe dekh rahi thi , uski ankho me jaise mamta naach rahi ho , wo muskurate hue mere galo ko sahlane ke sath sath mere ankho me aaye ansuo ko pochhane lagi , uski komal ungaliyo ka ahsaas milna mere liye kitna sukhad tha ki meri ankhe hi band ho gayi , maine uske hatho ko halke se chum liya aur wo jyda muskura uthi …
“itna pyar bhi mat karo ki mujhe bura lagne lage “
Usne jhute shikaryat wale swar me kaha
“ab maine kya kar diya ??” meri ankhe thodi badi ho gayi thi
“achcha ab main ye bhi batau ki tumne kya kiya hai ??? aise pagalo ki tarah koi jangal ke itane ander aata hai kya ?? 3 din se khud bhi bhatak rahe ho aur bechare Dr. aur primal ko bhi bhatka rahe ho , kya jarurat hai tumhe ye sab karne ki ..”
Uske adhikar bhare in shabdo ne jaise mujhe uske apnatw ka ahasaas karwa diya tha , usne ye bat itne apnatw se kahi thi ki man kiya use apni apne banho me bhar lu ..
Main bas khade khade use dekhta hu muskura raha tha
“ab aise dant kyo dikha rahe ho “
“maine dant kab dikhaya “
Wo mujhe jhuthe gusse se ghurane lagi
“kya hua ..” meri ankhe bhi uske ankho se mili hui thi
“man kar raha hai chudail banker tumhara dil hi kha jau “
Usne fir se apni ankhe badi kar di
“to kha jao na , tumhara hi to dil hai aur dil me bhi to tumhi ho “
“oohh filmy dialoge “
“dil se nikali bat hai …”
Ham dono bas ek duje ki ankho me hi dekh rahe the aur dheere dheere na jane kab duniya hamare liye khote ja rahi hi, hamara chahra ek dusare ke bilkul hi paas aa chuka tha aur ek dusare ki sanse sanso se takrane lagi thi , chahra halke se tirchha ho chuka tha aur hoth fadfadate hue paas aa rahe the , maine fir se us najuk hotho ka aahsaas apne hotho se kiya , dono hi lab mil gaye the aur ek dusare me ghulane lage the , meri jhibh uske jibh se takrane lagi thi aur achanak hi usne mujhe aur bhi joro se kas liya , wo mere jibh ko apne muh me khinch rahi thi , mere saar ko apne hatho se thame hue apni or puri takat se khinch rahi thi aur mere hotho ko kisi mitthi chij jaise chus rahi thi , hoth gile ho chuke the jism ek dusare se sat chuke the lar ki adhikta ke karan chap chap ki awaje bhi aane lagi thi , maine use puri tarah se jkad liya tha aur wo bhi mere agosh me ghulne lagi thi ..
‘dhay dhay dhay ‘ teen goliyo ki awaj se sara vatawaran gunj gaya
Samne Dr. randi gusse se aag babuli hui khadi thi
“tu fir is kamine se chipak gayi , pahle hi kaha tha ki isse dur rah , tujhe gulam bana kar rakhega ye lekin tu hame inke pichhe yanha tak le aayi , wo sab thik hi tha lekin ab to had ho gayi …”
Ham dono hi ek dusare se alag hue
Dr. randi ko dekhkar meri ankhe gusse se lal ho chuki thi dimag me bas ek hi bat bar bar aa raha tha ki yahi wo aourat hai jo mujhe mere pyar se juda karna chahti hai ..
Main gusse se unhe aisa ghura ki wo bhi thodi saham si gayi aur mere upper bandukh taan di ..
“nahi ajay inke muh mat lago , ye hamare pyar ko kya samjhegi jo khud kabhi apne pyar ko nahi samjh saki ..”
Ridhima ne ek bar Dr. chutiya aur parimal ko dekhte hue kaha jo ki ab tak goliyo ki aawaj sunkar wanha aa chuke the
Ridhima ki bat sunkar Dr. randi kanp si gayi thi unki pistol niche ho gayi aur wo ek tak Ridhima ki or dekhane lagi
“tu pagal ho gayi hai kya “ is bar Dr. randi ka swar thoda dheema tha
“Nahi Dr. sahiba asal me abhi to mujhe hosh aaya hai , mujhe mere pyar ki pahchan hui hai “
Ridhima ye bolte hue mujhse aur bhi sat gayi thi jaise Dr. randi ko jalana chahti ho
“beti pyar ka bhoot utaar kar dekh ye tujhe gulam bana lega “
Ridhima thoda sa hans padi thi lekin uski hansi me bhi ek ajib sa dukh nach raha tha , wo mujhse alag hui aur Dr. randi ki or thodi si bad gayi ..
“prem gulami aur malkiyat dono se pare hai Dr. , jise aap gulami kah rahi hai wo prem ki bhasha me samarpan kahlata hai , aur kya ajay ka mere liye samarpan kam hai ??
Wo to apni us takat ko hi tyag dena chahta hai jisse wo mujhe gulam banata , lekin ab nahi … ab main use us takat ko chhodane nahi dungi chahe iske liye mujhe jindagi bhar uski gulam hi bankar kyo na rahna pade , aur ye mere prem ke liye mera samarpan hoga , main to khud ko ajay ke liye kab ka haar chuki thi , lekin ye man aur man ki sankaye … in sankao ne hi mujhe ab tak bandhe rakha tha lekin ab main aajad hu, har us Jangir se jo mujhe mere prem se alag karna chahti hai , har us mariyadao se jo mujhe niti ke naam par swarth sikhati hai , ab main iski aur ye mera hamare bich ab koi bhi nahi aayega , na koi insaan , na koi samaj , na hi koi niyam aur na hi ye takate ………..”
Ridhimma ne jaise dridh nishchay kiya ho , sabhi shant ho chuke the , chup… koi aawaj kahi se nahi aa rahi thi , main bhi prem se bhara hua ankho me ansu liye bas use hi dekhe ja raha tha , hridaya prasann tha man me ek prafullata si ek umang si uth rahi thi , meri Ridhima meri thi aur itane sahas se wo is bat ko swikar bhi rahi thi , wo mere liye khud ki khuddari ko bhi tyagane ko taiyar thi ye uska prem tha ye uska samarpan tha , main aage badha aur sidhhe jakar usse lipat gaya , hamare hoth ek dusare ke hotho me mil gaye the …
Ab hame koi bhi rokane aur tokane wala wanha nahi tha ..
Dr. randi jaise tut si gayi thi aur wo wanha se nikal gayi , uske sath hi Dr. chutiya bhi chale gaye , parimal ham dono ko akele chhodkar khud fir se sone chale gaya tha ………..
