Update 13
Mujhe kisi ke chhune se thoda hosh aaya , samne wo chahra dhundhala sa dikhai de raha tha , wo mere galo ko sahla rahi thi ..
“Ridhima..??”
Main bas itana hi bol paya tha ……..
Ridhima ne mujhe sahara diya aur kuchh logo ki madad se mujhe hospital pahucha diya , aur mere ghar me khaber kar di ,sham tak meri chhutti bhi ho gayi thi ……
Rat ko main dono chachiyo ke sath bistar me tha aur unhe ghodi banakr unki sawari kar raha tha ..
Ise kahte hai power of shikari 
Mere dimag me baar bar Hina aur Soni ka jism aa jata , to mera ling aur bhi jhatake khane lagta ..
“chachi mujhe ek apne umra ki ladki chodani hai “
Maine abhi abhi Rewati chachi ke ander jhada tha , rat ke 3 baj chuke the aur dono chachiyo ki ab bolne tak ki himmat nahi thi ..
Rewati chachi ne koi jawab nahi diya ,shayd wo Thakkar so chuki thi ..
Main apne kamre se bahar aaya aur pata nahi mere dimag ne kya socha main Shirin ke kamre me chala gaya , darwaja khatkhtane ke thodi hi der me wo unghate hue bahar aayi aur mujhe dekhkar buri tarah se chouk gai ..
“bhaiya aap ???”
“ha gudiya , asal me mujhe tujhse us bare me bat karni thi jo tune kal dekha “
Usne ek bar mujhe ghura
“abhi ..?? rat ke 3 baj rahe hai “
“ha main abhi to free hua hu “
“aapko aaj Buland aur shareef ke adami utha kar le gaye the na “
“are main kya bol raha hu aur tu kya bol rahi hai “
“wo log aapko maar dalte, aaj bhi maar hi dala tha wo to bhala ho Ridhima ka jisne aapko hospital pahuchaya , warna college me koi aapko chhune ki bhi himmat nahi kar raha tha , isiliye maine kabhi kundan ke bare me aapko nahi bataya “
“are chhod na jo ho gaya wo ho gaya , tu bhi kin chijo ki tension le ke baithi hai “
Main uski bato se jhalla gaya tha
“tension ?? aapne hi kundan aur jafeer ko mara hai na ,aap logo ki ladai hui thi aur aapne un dono ko buri tarah se mara tha , hai na ?? maine Parimal bhaiya se bat ki thi “
“are bola na jo ho gaya wo ho gaya chhod ye sab, main kya bol raha hu aur tu kya bat le ke baithi hai “
Shirin ek bar mujhe gusse se ghura fir idhar udhar dekh kar mera hath khichate hue mujhe kamre ke ander le aayi aur darwaja band kar diya
Usne mujhe bistar me bitha diya tha …
“mujhe didi ne sab bataya ki aapke sath ye kya ho raha hai aur kisliye aap maa ke sath ye sab kar rahe ho , to ab main aapse gussa nahi hu thik .. lekin uske sath mujhe dar bhi lagta hai , aapko fir se college me dekhkar na jane wo log kya karenge “
“kya karenge , sale dhokha se mujhe utha kar le gaye the , hath bandh diya tha isliye meri ye halat ho gayi , warna main to unki maa … chhodo “
“ha ha bol do na , aise bhi meri to maa chod hi rahe ho “
Shirin halke awaj me bol gayi
“kya .. kya bola tumne “
“kuchh nahi , ab jao mujhe nindi aa rahi hai “
Main uth kar jane laga tabhi Shirin ne ek aur prashn daag diya
“bhaiya .. kya aap bahano ke sath bhi aisa karoge jaisa maa aur chachi ke sath karte ho “
Main use niruttar hokar dekhne laga tha
“matlab ager aapko wo hawas ka doura aaya aur aapke paas koi nahi hai balki ham 3no bahno me koi hai to , to aap khud ko control kar paoge ya hamare uper hi jhapta maar doge “
Maine bas apne kandhe uchkaye …
“mujhe nahi pata , jab hoga to dekhenge , abhi to dono chachi milkar mujhe shant kar paa rahi hai “
“ager aap hamare sath aisa kuchh karo to kya aapko dukh hoga “
Shirin ne sidha meri ankho me dekha tha
“nahi … nahi pata ki mujhe kya hoga , shayd nahi hoga .. dukhi hone ke liye hai bhi kya isme “
Shirin ke chahre me ajib se bhaw aaye
“aur ager Anaya didi ya tayi ji (meri maa) ho to “
Main use ghurkar dekhne laga main samjh raha ha ki wo kya kahna chah rahi thi
“tujhe lagta hai ki maine kabhi tujhme ,Ritu aur Anaya didi me koi fark kiya hai , ya maa aur chachiyo me koi fark kiya hai , mere liye tum 3no meri bahan ho aur wo 3no meri maa jaisi hai “
“to maa ke sath koi aisa karta hai kya “
“ye meri majboori hai “
“lekin aapko apne kiye par koi dukh bhi to nahi hai “
“dukhi hokar karunga bhi kya , jo ho chuka uske liye dukhi hone se kuchh hoga to nahi na , aur ager dukhi ho bhi jau to bas main mar jauga usse jyda kya hoga, ager chachiya mujhe shant na kar payi to main apni bahano par hi tut jaunga , ya kisi aur ladki par shayd unka rape hi kar du , ya fir khud hi mar jau … “
Shirin shant ho gayi thi , aur main kamre se nikal gaya …….
Shirin ki bate mere dimag me ghar kar gayi thi , main use bahut chahta tha ,mujhe apne sabhi bahno se pyar tha lekin Shirin meri bahan ke sath sath ek dost bhi thi ..
“mujhe kisi aisi ladki ki jarurat hai jo mujhe sach me shant kar sake , jo mere hawas par aaram se control paa sake “
Maine khud me hi budbudaya ………..
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Main subah se hi Ghughar chala gaya , aur jakar sidhe akhada pahucha , wanha Parimal pahle se moujud tha, Gajraaj chacha bhi mujhe dekh kar khus ho gaye ..
“tumne ye sahi kiya bete , is akhade me hamare purwajo ne apna pasina baha kar khud ko foulad ki tarah majboot banaya hai , mujhe khushi hui ki tum akhade me aaye “
Unhone mujhe kuchh pahalwano se milwaya jinse mujhe ladai ke dawpech, aur alag alag tarike ke exercises sikhane the aur usi din se meri training start ho gayi ..
Akhada desi gym ki tarah hota hai lekin yanha ke rules thode alag hote hai , yanha kusti sikhayi jati hai log ynha aakr vyayam karte hai , lekin ye sirf sharirik takat badhane ki jagah nahi hoti ynha apne kala ki puja karna bhi sikhaya jata hai , logo ke liye ye kisi dharm se kam nahi hota , yanha exercise kewal muscles ko badhane ke liye nahi kiye jate uske sath lachak aur movement ka bhi bahut dhyan rakha jata hai, aise to sabhi chije ynha mere liye thik thi kewal ek ke , wo tha bramhcharya .. wo mujhse nahi hone wala tha kyoki normal logo ke liye bramhcharya aur virya ki raksha unke takat koi badhane ke sadhan the lekin mere liye ye kahani just ulati thi , main hawas me doobkar hi khud ko jyda taktwar pata tha ..
Jaisa bhi tha ab main is ranbhoomi ka hissa tha ….
