Part – 7
phir maa ne apne aap ko churate hue aur apni saree theek karte hue mujhse boli, “bas ab tum school jao aur mai
tumhare pas rat ko aungee.”
AB AAGY…..
lekin usdin rat ko aur na hi agle kai rat ko ma mere kamare me nahee ayee. Mujhe makum tha ma mere pitajee ki seva me lagee hui hain aur isliye mai bhi kuch nahee
bola. Mai apni ma ko mujhse chudai ke liye unke kam me disturb nahee karma chahata tha. Kareeb ek haft eke bad pitajee ki halat aur bigar gayee. Mai aur ma dono din-rat pitajee ki dekhbahl me lage rahe. Pitajee ko hospital le jana aur hospital se ana par raha tha, kyonkee doctor log koshish kar rahe the. Har rat
Ko ma pitajee ki halat dekh kar aur apni dukh se ro prtee thee. Mai roz rat apni ma ko samjhata tha aur unko apni bahon me bhar kar shant karta tha. Ma thori der me hi mere bahon me so jati thee.
Akhir me kareeb do maheno ke bad apne bimaree se larte hue mere pitajee chal base. Ma puri tarah se tut gayee aur unko need ki injection dena par raha tha. Eh hum logon ke liye bahut hi pareshani ki samay tha. Humara pura ka pura ghar apne
rishtedar aur ntedaron se bhara hua tha. Sab koi aa kar humko aur ma ko shant karne me lage hue the. Pitajee ki antim kriya karam, sradh aur shatee path ke bad rishtedar sab apne apne ghar chale gaye. Ma bhi itne samay me thori bahut sambhal gayee hue thee. Ma ab eh man liya tha pitajee wakai me chal diye the.
Humare mausi phir bhi kuch aur din tak humare ghar par bane rahe aur hum logon ko sahara diya. Pitajee ke dehant ke kareeb kareeb ek mahine ke bad humara ghar phir se khalee ho gaya. Ab ghar par sirf mai aur meri ma the aur hum ek dusre ko sahara de rahe the. Ma abhi bhi pitajee ke marne dukh kha ja rahee thee. Ma rat ko
uth kar pitajee ka nam le le kar roti rahatee thee aur mai unko shant karne ki koshish karta rahata tha. Dhire dhire samay ke sath sath ma shant gayee aur dhire dhire normal jeevan par wapis ane lagee. Jaise ma normal hone lagee mai ma ko apne sath sulane ke aur chodne ke liye inteezar karne laga. Mai kbhi kabhi ma kin
am lekar rat ko mutthhe mar leta tha.
Pitajee ke gujrne ke karib teen mahine bad ek din rat ko mai aur ma dinner kar rahe the ki ma mujhse boli, “beta khana ke bad sote samay naha lena.” mai fauran
samajh gaya ki ma ke dimag me kya hai. In teen mahino me ma aur mai kuch nahee kiya tha. Khana khan eke bad mai thori der tak t.v. dekha aur phir naha liya. Nahate samay mai apn balon me sjampoo lagaya aur shave bhi kiya aur apne aap ko rat ke iye tayar kar liya. Mujhe malum tha ki rat ko kya hone wala hai. Jab naha raha tha to
